Mindful Moment
Today’s thought: Find space in all the noise.
The calm lake beckoned. The house was asleep as I fixed my coffee, wrapped in a blanket against the early morning chill, and found a perfect spot on the dock overlooking Lake LBJ.
The houses across the lake reflected in perfect mirror images on the water's smooth surface. Ah. Tranquility. I took a sip of coffee and started the guided meditation in my favorite app. Then...
A leaf blower with the whirr of a foghorn on a freight train blasted onto the scene.
And. It. Echoed. Tenfold across the lake.
I tried to stay Zen, to focus on the meditation guide. I turned it up but it was useless, the noise drowned everything out. I plugged my ears in hopes it would reduce the noise. I so wanted to enjoy this quiet, stolen moment. I tracked the gardener, willing him to stop, thinking, if only the noise would end, then I will find peace.
If only.
He continued to the next yard. And the next. So, then I got angry at the noise, fought against it, willed it to go away, hoping the leaf blower's battery would die.
It got me thinking about noise, in all its forms, that surrounds us, all the time. Noise is defined as a sound or thing that is "unpleasant or that causes disturbance." So, noise is not just physical noise. It's digital, mental and emotional noise.
It's incessant if we allow it. Excess when we succumb to it.
Then, an interesting thing happened. As soon as I turned my focused attention toward following that train of thought, the noise in essence disappeared. Of course, it didn't actually disappear, but it was no longer present in my mental space. I stopped noticing it.
The truth was I was giving the leaf blower so much attention, energy and emotion trying to ignore it, it was all I could hear.
As soon as I leaned away from it instead of fighting against it, focusing thoughts on something else, a space opened, room for consideration, for wonderment, for creativity.
Hmm. Takes practice, but something to think about next time there's too much noise.
Something to think about.
Cindy Yantis – Fitness Monitor and Sun City Resident
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